This isn’t a party, it’s a cause for intervention
Its dark in this room, Ive turned out all the lights
My heart pounds in my chest, Ive erased all the lines
The music blares down the hall, my feet tap along
Voices call out, my brain races on.
I can hear the party raging, but Im trapped in my head
I stare up at the ceiling, tossing and turning in my bed
A knock on the door, I ignore them till they leave
If I let them come in, surely they will see
They know what Im up to, they know what Ive done
They know Ive passed the point of doing this for fun
An addiction is not what Id call it, an obsession is what Id say
Ive locked myself inside myself going on thirteen days.
Break down the walls and drag me out. I need to be saved
Or ignore me now and later on, carry me to my grave.
