October 2011
I see you riding
Downtown with the girl I love
and Im like, haiku
September 2011
Ghost hunting TV shows are fucking stupid
“Oh my god it just got so cold in here”
“Oh my god did you feel that”
“Dude I think I just felt something”
“Did you hear that?”
Repeat over and over for half an hour while grainy video shows nothing.
Yeah that is quality entertainment
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I am not of this world
This selfish, vile
cruel world
I am not of this dimension
This shallow, heartless
revolting dimension
A higher plane of existence
is right outside your door
You must simply open your mind
To the all encompassing good
Which lives within my heart
Where love is pure and instantaneous
And you are nothing but overwhelming brilliance
I am not of that useless world
They have tried to...
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I stumbled through the ashes of a life left behind...
I cant trust these thoughts that roam inside my mind
I wish for hope or a light in the dark
I look to you for a hint of a spark
Open my eyes
take me to heaven
Im running from something that Ive never seen
Trying to erase all that I used to be
Reach out to me, Im drowning below
Im pulling you under, dont ever let go
Open your mind
save me from heaven
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Inspired to die
I am no longer willing to live
This world is not the beautiful and wonderous place promised to me as a child
I can not be all that I can be
I can not even feel free to be me
This world is not romantic
This world is a mess
and all of you
You’re just like the rest
Every single last person I meet
Every thug I run into on the street
You damage my soul like you damage this world
I feel...
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English boys and Russian Girls
In my youth I was so much stronger
I carried my pride around like it was a prize
Everything I wanted I fought for
Everything I needed would be mine
I would never be the first to look away
I would never listen to words they say
And all our friends are dying now
Dead in the ground or dying now
We do our best to keep holdin out
We do our best to stay true
So meet me under the toll...
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The fifth week of tour/Novel Excerpt Rough Draft
Jimmy, Chris, Tyler and I are headed to the mall to promote tonights show. I believe this is Richmond Virginia but I really haven’t been paying attention. We’re standing in front of the record store when two young girls make their way over to us. They introduce themselves as Charlotte and Lauren, they say they’ve heard of our band, I don’t really believe them, but I’m not going to argue....
People who say "Swag"
Are stupid.
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“People only do their best at things they truly enjoy”
– Jack Nicklaus
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Today is the 25th anniversary of Cliff Burtons...
And the bus accident which killed him was the beginning of the end for Metallica as a credible metal band.
It turns out they just cant write anything that doesnt suck without him
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Avenged Sevenfold was Awesome
I am rather annoyed that they only played one song from waking the fallen and zero from sounding the seventh trumpet but they did play a little piece of heaven which was ridiculously awesome.
Its so weird going to see a band that I have been watching since I was 15 and seeing little 11 and 12 year old kids there.
I heard some hilarious little kids talking about City of Evil being their old...
I just rolled over and hit my face on The Poetry...
I need more shelf space
my bed has been invaded
I have borders going out of business sale to thank
My book collection swelled obnoxiously over the past two months.
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You need a bit more practice before you tackle me
You may want to step up from vodka to everclear
to get an idea of what it would be
You’ll be intoxicated after just one kiss
I am twice as addictive as the strongest drug
but always smooth
the hangover is harsh
But well worth it
and once you’ve had me you will always want me.
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Oh please hush Elena
It just isn’t the same when you scream out in pain
Please promise to remember to forget my name
Because you are you and I am me
and those are the only people we will ever be
But what of love and what of war
and what of the things we all fought for
Please tell me you remember the way we were
Please tell me that you were never her.
And I promise not to be like him
I promise not to be...
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I really do have an erection
I wasnt trying to be witty or cute.
Lost somewhere deep inside of you is where I find myself
In the moment we connect and my pleasure becomes yours
it means more than an orgasm
Its a purpose
a will
a way
A necessary function
and a reason to exist
You need me as much as I need you
And I can feel it in the way you kiss me
I can feel it when your fingernails dig into me
I can feel it...
ladykushplease asked: why do you love to write?
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“Experience has taught me, when I am shaving of a morning, to keep watch over my...”
– A. E. Housman
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I am really yes really
I know what you think
everyone knows my name
and at least locally I must have gained
some sort of recognition and fame
I must have mastered this game
But right now I am on my knees digging for change.
Flipping couch cushions and searching through chairs
Going through jean pockets, each and every pair.
I guess there is something to be said for a savings account
And saving in general...
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Baby I'm a cyclone
It can be something that grabs a hold of a man
You won’t see it while you’re caught up in it
Something like the eye of the storm
Where it all goes quiet
and everything is still
You find yourself amongst the demons
Set in stone
One of many
Birds of a feather
Surrounded by what you should fear
but you feel right at home
And that may be even more terrifying
You’ll...
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Hello my name is wasted potential
I cant find another
who thinks the way I think
I cant find another
who drinks the way I drink
I choke down cheap whiskey
and smash up expensive pills
I dont do it for fun
I dont do it for thrills
I do it to escape
This world so cruel
I do it to hide
myself from all of you
A world that left me
People who hate me
It isnt my fault
You just dont understand me
I am so complex
Listen...
I am a cyber bully
If you dont kill yourself
I am going to say bad things about you on the internet
and everyone knows
It is better to be dead
than to have someone say something bad about you on the internet
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You should all know
That I do these sorts of things rather often
So feel free to unfollow me if your easily offended by someone telling the truth.
I drink
because I want to drink
I do not say rude things because I am drunk.
I say them because they need to be said
Because so many of you are thinking them
yet so few are willing to say
I do not fear the loss of followers
nor do I fear the anonymous attacks
So...
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PLEASE PAY ATTENTION TO ME
Lost in a cloud of something worse than self doubt
I need to give in just to get clear
Each day I wake surprised by the sun
I reach for the blinds only to find they’ve already been drawn
The heat in my head travels through my veins
The poison in my heart pumps to my brain
My cage is rattled, my thoughts asunder
And this thing I love it is pulling me under
Where does one turn when...
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Vivaldi
download everything illegally
The only money I spend on physical media comes in the form of vinyl
There is just something so satisfying about the way a record feels in your hands
It is something like that of a book when compared to an E-reader
I will always have the shelf space for an old classic or a new favorite
And I will always take the time to listen to Vivaldi
The beauty...
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I am far too attractive to be so poor
How can I take advantage of my good looks
Need I sell my soul to the devil
Put on some tight pants and a pair of boots
and call myself the midnight cowboy
Weary old women with money to burn
Turning every trick I could possibly turn
How much would I charge for oral or for a fuck
How far will I go to make a quick buck
I know I have the skills, the look and the cock
Now I just need to...
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If only it were that simple
I wish I were a fish alone in a bowl
swimming in circles the whole day through
The flakes of food would drop from the sky like magic
and I would never question what exists outside my world
There would be some rocks, some plants, a deep sea diver and a cave.
Everything would be certain
black and white
and concrete
and there would be no need to wonder what could be.
Tumblr doesnt want me to write poetry or prose
Tumblr wants me to be an asshole to everyone.
I am generally ignored now while writing normal things
but I receive loads of attention when I go back to being an obnoxious asshole.
I am a prisoner in a jail of my own creation.
I have created this persona or character
that everyone loves to hate and now it seems to be all you want.
So it is either
Write about sex
Call someone out on their...
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The recession is over
Her love spins me round like a ballerina on a stage
Her eyes keep my fascinated like a story on a page
Her heart beats with mine in time like a song
The shortest time away from seems much too long. Her lips speak truths as lovely as a dream
Her smile lights up like the brightest sun beam
Her voice is as beautiful as the most magnificent view
I know that our love will be forever true. Her...
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This is love story
You and I sweet demon, we shall conquer heaven from hell
My dark princess, nothing would seem more lovely than ruling at your side
The power you breath ran through my veins and I can think of no other I would rather share this power with
Let us take to the sky in search of our next great feast
Our armies shall rise when the moon is once again full
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"It must be nice" she said
To have friends in high places
But I wouldn’t really know now would I
I’ve spent my life staring up from the bottom
Low class
White trash
Scumbag
No cash.
I’ve had to scratch and claw for every thing I have ever had
No legacy scholarships here
My great grandpa didnt build a legacy
He built the homes of those who did.
And the family business is manual labor
Not the stock market...
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Nothing ever dies
It just ends up somewhere else
the bottom of the ocean
or a deep dry desert
One mans garbage is another mans breakfast
Wherever you grow up
You know no different
So make your own fun
and always remember
You have another life waiting to be lived
When this one is done
Straight Edge kids are usually really fucking...
Being addicted to video games and energy drinks doesnt make you any better than me or anyone else who decides to drink or use drugs.
Keep your lifestyle choices to yourself. It isnt something to be proud of. Anyone can choose to do whatever the fuck they want to do.
Oh well
Its not like any straight edgers last past 22 anyway.
You’re gonna look like a fucking idiot sitting at the bar...
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When it rains, it pours.
First comes relapse
Then comes rehab
Rehab?
That’s a joke.
Its more like a speed trap
I don’t need Jesus to stop the pain
I just need needles filling my veins
I dont need therapy
Not a group sob session
I just need someone to stop this obsession
This obsession I have with wanting to die
It just isnt in me to whine and cry
A morbid ending is more my style
Laying on the floor...
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There is a love
Though I normally prefer taking them from behind
A girl with your class deserves something far less crass
Perhaps a bit of romance
The type of scene
where I take my time
worshiping each and every inch of your body with my lips and my hands.
I am a preacher and you would be my pulpit. Id stand before your body and pontificate of my great romances.
With your flesh as a visual aid the...
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She didn't know but she'd always wondered
As she lay in bed examining her thoughts only one seemed to cut through the mess and stress of a long week. It was desire. Her desire for him. The one she wouldn’t let herself have. He was crass, vulgar, aggressive, cocky and antagonistic.
She was shy, gentle, reserved, passive and polite.
But she couldn’t help the way she felt. She couldn’t stop his face from popping into...
I follow you because you
Are either
A: A great writer
B: Very attractive
C: Stupid enough to entertain me with your awfulness
It is up to you to decide which group you belong to.
What do you think?
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Because it is you.
The pleasures of your flesh and its most inviting inches have yet to be discovered by the body of a man and the soft and gentle kindness that exists within your heart has yet to be appreciated by any. The softness that one would know from being in love with you is an undiscovered secret, buried treasure waiting to enrich ones life making him the most wealthy and enviable man on earth.
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How much dub could a dubstep step if a dubstep...
I’m not sure, but no matter much dub the dubstep did dub it would still sound fucking stupid.
Drawing
Today’s all sorts a’ fucked up. I never meant to be in this damned class. I came home one day to find a paper on my desk, signed by my mom, a’ course. She says it’ll do me some good. But I dunno what good drawing is. Not when I’m fucked up as it is. No drawing class can fix that. But I’ll pretend it’s real special so Mom doesn’t have to get upset no more.
Anyway, I cut class today real smooth....
How much ground could a groundhog ground if a...
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She imagined her hands as his
They would know her body so well
There is something about an experienced man
he touches all the right spots.
And though you’re wary of his past and his intentions
you forget it all as you melt into him
His lips are soft but firm
His hands strong and worn
You can almost see the loneliness in his eyes
And when he makes love to you
it is almost always from behind
You hope he...
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And we dance
She found herself
lost within his grip
lost inside his eyes
And though she always knew
He was capable of hurt
capable of lies
It mattered not
For she was his
and for now he was hers
And all that really mattered where the minutes and hours they spent
in each other arms.
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Her eyes searched his
looking for a sign, something to point her in the right direction.
He watched her as she watched him, her attention never wavered.
His heart beat strongly, hard enough to move his shirt.
She reached forward and placed her hand hand on his chest, she felt his breathing.
He flinched just a bit at her touch.
She began unbuttoning the shirt, slowly and deliberately.
He never took his eyes off of...
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If you were here right now
I lead you by the hand into the bedroom and close the door behind us. I turn you around and undo my tie from around my neck, before you have time to react I have your hands tied tight behind you. As I cinch it even tighter you let out a moan of surprise, I kiss you on the back of the neck and push you down over the bed.
I run my hands up and down the smooth, soft, warm skin on your back. My...
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I dream of a girl I can not have
Though your heart belongs to another, your mind cant help but wonder. You cant help but think of what might have been. I know you believe in heaven and in destiny, but could you ever believe in you and me? Ive been searching for answers all my days, Ive been looking for something, trying to find my way. Never have I known a girl to shine like you and sometimes I think you’re the one to lead me...
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An unexpected lover
Jamie sat on the bed his sight taken from him by the blindfold Megan had wrapped around his head.
He could hear her giggling as she walked towards the door
and then he head another voice
one he didnt recognize
It was Sandy
The tall brown haired vixen Megan had meet the week before at the bar
They walked over to Jaime and knelt in front of him
He could feel their breath as they hovered...
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Too tired for sleep
Too sad for dreams
Too wicked for nightmares
I am the face who haunts your rest
Wicked Soul
Wicked Soul
When is it that you lost control
Can you pinpoint the moment
The exact second
What about the date?
Month or year?
How long have you been on this path
Have the bread crumbs been swept away
How will you find your way back now dear
